I would panic because I thought he would leave me

I have a nice new boyfriend and there it was again: after a fight or argument, I would panic because I thought he would leave me. I had therapy 3 years ago, but it seems to have helped little. In the one on one session last week there was a moment that I really felt incredibly comfortable, without any tension and that was unprecedented, very different from how I usually feel – which is very tense. The whole week I slept well and had no panic attacks and I was able to give my sorrow a lot of space. I feel really good, more balanced and have hope that my fears will be gone soon.